So many many things...

So many things have happened since i last posted...well, my dad, the crazy person, wants to buy a DARNED bike costing S$1k when we already have 2 bikes at home...and all coz of his friends...freak him, dunno wad kind of friends he have, always give him stuff like some tonic or wadeva that is...he better not do anything that upsets the family...a bike costing 1k is so outrageous, yet he still complains that everything is expensive...EVERYTHING. Like it seems so difficult to get him to spend some money on us. Even if we're going to Port Dickson with my cousin, he only lets us stay at the Garden Chalet, i never get to stay at the Water Chalets...and the difference is only that wee little bit....GRR...on top of that, he doesn't even lets me go to hongKong with cousin...am i bound to stay in Singapore forever? Can't i just take a plane? I just sorta dislike this family of mine...well, sometimes. My mum feels embarrassed about me going to NUS High coz she thinks i'm going to be the last of the lot. She also likes to tell everything to my dad, u can't even hold a private conversation with her. Why? Worse still, she gossips alot with what i call the SKPC( Super Kay-Poh Club) and all she says to me is," Izzit true that....Really? It did? When? How? Why?what?!?!" I feel so pissed...like i'm a burden to them. If they didn't want to bring me up, what for tgive me life in the first place? They're just making me feel like a slave...